, Well.... My Name Is Dinah And I Live In Winchester,
I go to Henry Beaufort and Im going to Peter Symonds next year.
Childlike Pretty and Plastic things amuse me and I Like the colours Pink and blue. I live on the idea that I could be anyone I wanted, But I want to do everything
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, I'm The perfect image of a Western Lolita Provocateur and I don't mind the contradiction.
, I do what I do for myself, noone else, I see myself a whole lot different than you see me. so any comment or compliment may be taken very differently, so unlss its completely sincere, do me a favour, shut your mouth, yeah?
, No one can love you if you don't love yourself,
, I'm self obsessed and I love it, I've come to learn that the only person who is going to be with you through this whole life is you, yourself.
Learn to love yourself, Its fucking hard (god knows I'm still trying) learn to be focused on yourself and who you want to be, where you want to go and what makes you you, and hapiness and people who care about YOU will follow.
, I thrive on attention, but I wont beg you for it. I wont ever fish for your approval or a certain response as It annoys me when people do that to me
, I Want To Be A Blonde Bimbo!
, I want to be the perfect plastic stereotype in societies eyes, so I can then be sure I am desired, only so i can then use my body to change your views on society and women.
, At the moment my style takes influence from victorian, Vau de villian, Film noir, Glamour, Chav, Scene, vampira, industrial, steam punk. and many more.
, I may not dress like it, but its in my mind, every day.
, I can corset atm to about 20 inch waist, but piercings are stopping me from waist training atm.
, I want to be an art nude model but I know I have to be happy with my body before I am happy to use it in such a way as that.
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, I'm Kinda Extrovert When It Comes To Looks, I Have My Reasons, Whatever, You Know What I Look Like Shouldn't Really Concern You, But If It Does Then tbh I AM Getting Through To You.
I change my look, hair, clothes, attitude when and how I want to and its my perogative
, I obsess over my looks, weight, hair, clothes, anything. And I will go on about it. No I am not looking for your approval, I just want something to look forward to in this boring place.
, I love body modifications especially piercings, I like tattoo's on other people but I dont think i'd ever get one, at least not for a long while.
, Piercing Checklist:
, Ears, Sretched
, Stretched to 16mm
, Right scaffold
, Left Tragus
, Left Top Ear
, Conch
, Nose
, Septum
, Labret
, Navel
, Right Nipple
, Inch stretched ears
, Vertical Clit Hood
, I have a love-hate relationship with food. I love it, it hates me. sometimes I don't care for it, and resent it for all the things it does to me. sometimes I think that if its going to rape me, make me feel like rubbish, then I shouldn't put up with it, I'd rather be in control of hurting myself than let it be my master...
, I Add/talk to whoever I want on here, If you look interesting in any way. A certain aspect. Hair, Clothes, Make up, Morals&values, Music, Cute, Hot, strange. Whatever. There is a reason. Something has intregued me. But it could be anything. You'll Have To Talk To Me If You Really Want To Know
, I don't edit my pictures, Apart from maybe clicking the "black and white" button on the camera. If I want my pictures edited I'd get someone good to do it. Untill I learn photoshop better, or someone else does it. Im sticking to reality.
, Althouh I realise that the more you edit, the more credibility you have on this website, I don't care if I don't get a million adds a day, at least when people add me I know they've read my profile at least just a little bit.
, I'm Very Restless, I wont stay in your friend group for long, Ill just move on, Unless you are very special to me. But I will miss you,
, My Ideal Life Is Sitting Round All Day Being Creative, Making Music, Drawing, Healing, learning, Improving...
, I Don't Get Embarrassed By My Words Or Actions, To Be Fair I act Dumb a lot Of The Time. People Can Think I'm Dumb Or Stupid If They Want. It Only Means That I'll Have The Advantage, And They'll Be Surprised When They Find Out I'm Not. Pretending To Be God's gift When You're Not Is So Much Worse.
, And Drama Queens, Not Drama Students/Performers/Showgirls. Drama Queens. Seriously, No One Gives A Fuck About Your Stupid Life Or What You Have To Say, If They Actually Did You Wouldn't Have To Try And Make Noise About It. Just Stop Making Drama To Draw Attention To Yourself.,
, I Contradict Myself.
All The Time
Its A Fact.
I Will Also Say Things Twice Over Because I am Incredibly Incoherant and you won't Understand What the fuck I'm on about
, If You Mess Me Around I Will Definitely Have Something To Say.
, I know what love is, Im not a little girl, and I know what lust is. I act like a slag, but Id never mess someone around without good reason.
, I Really Cant Stand Girls Who Are All About The Latest Clothes And The Hair And The Makeup, I Mean, Get Real. No one In The World Who Counts Really Cares About That Stuff. I mean, get origional, use your pretty little brain for something useful. I'm Talking About The Kind Of Girls Who go on the "Hottest" emo guys myspace and steal his music list, just so they can say they've heard the "coolest" bands, girls who Are Afraid Of Hurting Themselves, Getting Their Designer Emo Gear Dirty, Messing Up Their Perfectly Styled Scene Hair. Whats It All Going To Add Up To In A Few Years Time? Lots Of Myspace Comments Saying "OMG YOUR HOT!" From People You Don't Know? And Lots Of Lost Time Where You Could Have Been Out Having Genuine Fun, discovering your true self, rather than trying to be a better version of someone else? I'm Talking About The Kinds Of Girls Where Summer Means sitting in the cat grounds modelling the hottest new scene clothes and hair, trying to be exactly like the next girl or guy, but just a more perfectly emo version. I Don't Know How To End My Point Effectively, I Guess What I'm Trying To Say Is. Your Not Real, Your Not Individual, You are Not You. End Of.
, Though sometimes I wish I didn't respect my self, and what I know, as much, So I could fit in with all the rest
, MUSIC
, Well i really love music, I sing, I Play Guitar, piano, bass, clarinet, tenor sax, trumpet. yeah, jack of all trades really...
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, Jazz is fucking amazing. I play in an awesome quintet, wayhay. Its actually awesome and so much fun, most creative type of music. ever.
, - I Sing yeah, Ive Had Continuous Choir Experience Since I was Diddy Up. Ive Had Experience Singing In Jazz Too, But Its Not That Enthralling. There's loads of different types of singing. people don't really realise how different they are., My favourite artists and singers change all the time. I like to imitate all of them. At once. Fuck you., The most influential artist on me as a vocallist is probably christina aguilera, despite the irony of her mainstream status considering all i've previously said, I love her new style, it incorporates big band jazz with her amazing black-soul influenced voice. That backed by one hell of a sexy white woman is influence enough for me.,
, I get on with guys, I was raised with guys as a big infuence on me, I don't see them as any sort of threat or unpredictable feat.
, I think I have a wierd sort of complex about girls. I find it hard to trust...
, Maybe one day I'll get over it.,
-I dont Like people Deeply For Looks Or What Bands They Like, how "cool" or "popular" they are, How other people percieve them Or The Clothes They Wear, If You Have The Most Amazing Personality And Energy I Will Love You. Im Not Bothered About Everything Else.
To be perfectly honest I have a thing for people who are mean and mysterious, Who make me want to work to be friends with them. Its totally rubbish though..,
, Men suck, Become lesbians, all of you. Stop caring, start living.,
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, I Don't really care what I end up doing when I'm older, So long as I'm still learning. Happiness is discovery. Discovery is happiness. And I hope I am always happier than the average person.
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